Written in a weak hand

The following takes up two journal pages as its written mostly perpendicular to the page lines, in pencil, in a weak hand.

• I wanted to see if writing hurts less than talking + it does
• Want a whites
• If you can find straws
• Why did you all allow _____ to be the first thing I saw when I woke up
• Later I want u to look and describe the scar to me
• I still want gatorade + credit
• straws
• money is in purse want $60
• print
• my spine hurts too
• Body causes fever in reaction to injury

There's something here.  Something that I can't put into words and probably can't express to anyone.  These pages are special to me.  Writing them down doesn't do it justice.